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[Dec. 1st, 2005|02:55 pm] |
I havent updated in such a long time...Things are going great, i gotta job that pays 8 dollars an hour which is pretty good.. & Ray and i are more in love than ever...I adore you baby!! MUAH!
Christmas is coming up...YES! |
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| HiM |
[Sep. 6th, 2005|11:06 pm] |
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When you look into my eyes and tell me u love me i cant even explain the feeling i get..ur so perfect
I love you <3 |
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[Aug. 29th, 2005|09:43 pm] |
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| | My chemical romance- because of you | ] |
So..lots has happend!
School started..which fucken sucks cuz harrison sucks now! but whatever my last year, ill make the best out of it.or at least try
Hanging out with the girls the weekend before school was pretty fun, didnt get to stay the nite and that was a bummer for me
Friday night we kicked farmington's ass which was incredibly fun because we were all hyped for it, i had fun with the girls that night too
Ray started school today..lucky him! his football team is doing really good and im proud of him :-)
So i really need a new job/way of making money, the summers over which means no more 7 hours a day babysitting! i still babysit sometimes but not very much, little ceasers is offering me 5.25 an hour...i mean ill take whatever i can get though its gonna suck ass, im still gonna search for a better job
A lot of people have been getting on my nerves lately..mostly family, but seriousley if u have a problem keep it to urself no ones in the mood for it..
went to my gmas yesterday..good to see all the cousins <3 they make me happy
Homecoming is coming up and its really early this year, i dunno when Ray's is though i hope we dont go to both this year because its a hassel! prom is gonna be nuts, but oh well it shall be fun!!
This friday night someone needs to have a party!
So anywayz on the random note..Christi's sister is in my classes and its fun! lol im gonna buy christi a huka for her bday fo sho! lol
anywayz so my classes are pretty good, except for math considering i suck at it and im in a lower math class than i should be in, though other than that i got allthe classes i wanted..weights first hour is gonna be tough though i need it!
So ray and i are doing pretty good, everytime i see him i get so happy, he brightens up my day :-* love u baby boy
Update sometime this week maybe?
7*1*04 sweet heart!! |
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| Summer's almost over! |
[Aug. 22nd, 2005|11:21 am] |
L o v e H i M
This summer went pretty good...lately i've done a lot of diff things
friday Ray and i went to the recs center and swam a lot and it was so much fun, we got into a lil fight, but all went well <3, saturday spent the WHOLE day at a park in Warren with Rays family for his uncle dave and aunt pat's birthday party, it was pretty fun, i got to meet more people, and hang out with ray tiff and summar, up until summar dissappeared! anywayz, after that we went back to rays for an hour than i went home and got dressed and ready for my parents suprise anniversary party, it was till 10 30 so that was good, but it was pretty fun, i got sick that nite, but its okay i had fun
Yesterday ray and i were supposed to go to the recs center but instead we went to the park speacial spot * and had a picnic,which is always the best notihng better than turkey sandwiches! funions! and slurpees with the one u love...i always have the best time when im with Ray :-) then went to his house and rolled around in bed till we fell asleep..when we woke up we went out to dinner with his mom, jim, terran and tyler..had some coneys that made my stomache want to fall offf..than we left and ray tiff and i went to the new go carting place GAtSBy'S iN novi to meet some cool kids there like dana, christi, emily, jason, ryan, and jordan..we go carted which was fun, than i had to go home
Fun stuff....06 Girls sleepover is tonite..possibly..lol at emilys..that should be fun! School starts the day after tommorow and i still dont have my scheduele and friday is Ray's first football game i hope harrison doesnt have a home game the same night cuz i really want to go to that too....it sucks cuz i have to choose between my boyfriends big football games ( cuz hes gonna play a lot this year FINALLY ) or between harrison's football games which are always a blast!
So my parents have been really abnoxious lately...i never thought i'd REALLY mean this though i cant wait to get the FUCK outta herre! its living hell, its like a torture chamber..literally! dana knows what im talkin about! anywayz i've been seaching for some sort of really good scholarship or financial aid that i can use when i graduate highschool, cuz either that or im paying for college myself and thats impossible right now because im basically broke and my dads credit has gone down the shithole and theres no way i can get a student loan now i wish i could because i could pay that off EASILY! but i cant because my dad has a problem with his damn money, and ill be turning 18 two months before i graduate which means i wont have enough credit to get my own loan
If anyone knows what i can do please let me kno
Anywayz im just writing in here because im bored and have nothing better to do until people start waking up and my parents get home...
Peace out |
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| Ray |
[Aug. 12th, 2005|10:39 pm] |
I love u so fucking much Ray...i'll always meet you half way in our hearts...your my everything, you mean the fucking world to me, we gotta be strong..
I love you always and forever, forever and always |
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| "Doesnt she know im the one who got the guy? and im the fatty? ha" |
[Aug. 12th, 2005|11:48 am] |
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| | Maroon 5-She will be loved | ] |
So this week has been great no babysitting cuz their in murdle beach but no money :-( its okay im a good saver
Dana picked me up yesterday and we met up ray at jordans, ray was all smelly and nasty from football so we went to his house to take a shower, after a long time of trying to decide what to do Ray, Dana, Jordan and i went to billiards and the boys played some pool, billiards sucks during the day though so we left after an hour and went to the sports store next store walked around for awhile, ha and im fat? yea rite, so after that we went to wendy's but i didnt feel like spending much money anymore so ray and i went to his house and ate dinner with his family and played with the bonfire, dana and jordan were gonna come over but i had to be anyway, so me and ray fell asleep for a lil while than i went home it was a good day, though i left my " the used" t-shirt in dana's car again..lol
So today ray came over my house during his lunch break for football and i made him lunch :-) hes such a cutie when hes sweaty and smelly i love him to death!
Summer's almost over and i'd have to say i had a pretty good summer, the last two summers have been great because of ray :-) its been so long and im so proud of our relationship, i love you ray we still have many more summer's to come and im excited!!! i love u!!!!!!!!!
Oh yeah i'd like to add that you really need to get over it and move on and get over urself |
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| People make me mad |
[Aug. 9th, 2005|11:36 am] |
So yeah yesterday was fun fun <3 Ray came and hung out with me over his luncch break for football..gosh i missed him so much! than when football was over he came over my house and me and my mom made him like a 6 course meal lol..it was funny he liked it a lot, after that we hung out in my room for a while which we dont get to do much, it was different laying in my bed rather than laying in his
than we chilled around for a while and went to his house, hung out with tiff, andd laid around and acted like bums, ray gave me my gifts..lol he got me a pretty silver necklace with a heart on it, and two bouncy balls..lol and a rock bracelet that is the cutest thing ever..i didnt expect anything but it was cute and i love em!
so i went home around 10 and red my book until 3 30 in the morning..poor ray fell asleep, but its all good i have like 25 pages left and thats pretty good cuz its 450 pages and i red abomut 275 pages lastnite.. i love reading i cant wait to start the next book
As i read the book it calms me without effort, fills in the blanks of my strategy for survival. Control by letting go of control, fix your problems by forgetting they're problems. Deal with them and the world and yourself with patience and simplicity and compassion. Let things be, let yourself be, let everything be and accept it as it is. Nothing more. Nothing less.
TAO
Today me Ray, tiff, and her bf mike are going to buffalo wild wings and then to bora bora i guess? justin and colette wanna come, but i want dana and jordan to come, penisssssssssssssssssssssss
So im not getting my license for a while..im a dumb ass that doesnt go and register at secertary of state 6 months ago! FUCKKKKK
I missed u <3 All i can see is love in his eyes * |
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[Aug. 7th, 2005|02:05 pm] |
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So the summer is ALMOST OVER!!! im excited and sad...
My family is getting worse and worse.. i cant even describe it anymore..it really sucks, but there is nothing i can do about anything until i move outta here
So yesterday i hung out with dana and jordan on fridayyyyy there was absolutley nothin to do so we went to starbucks and chilled then went to the mall, i got some bad news about my i-pod :-( and bought a tshirt from hot topic. The worked told us my chemical romance was in there a couple days ago...im very dissappointed that i missed it! than we ate food..jordan ate my chicken, but its all good
After that we went to jordans and hung out, then dana and i went to her house got dressed and went out to dinner at max n ermas! i can never get sick of that place
Yesterday i got a new cell phone! im gonna get it in the mail soon because i broke the lcd screen on my fone, and i broke the lcd screen on my i-pod, what luck huh?
Than i went and got a pedicure..oh geez what a rip off, but it was worth it i never get to spend money on myself, its always spent on bills or fixing things..i spent like 50 bucks in two days tho thats kinda bad for me
After me and vivi went to J. alexanders and she found mold in her salad! ewe but it was fun though ive never got to spend good time with her, i was supposed to go with dana and steph but my parents were being stupid as usual
Ray comes home today!! yay its been 2 days and im dieing..not really..i just miss him and his kisses and hugs..and... :-(
This week should be fun i have the week off, but thats also means im gonna fall behind on money...oh well ill return bottles
This tuesdays gonna be fun its gonna be a triple date! hopefully Quadtripple date or maybe more!
I discovered somehting lastnite...Ray is like my drug..i can be so down and pissed off sometimes and depressed because of my family and what they say/do, and i can talk to ray and he will make me look at the bright side of things..its not even the fact that hearing his voice or laying in his arms or even being in the same room as him will make my day better..its the fact that he sits there and talks to me about things, our conversations go so in depth, and we never leave anything out, he always gets me to look at every side of everything... i mean i can do that all on my own but he just makes it all worthwhile...thanks babe what would i do without you?
I miss ur kisses!!
Oh yea im going to ohio with my family before summer ends for a day and a half...oh joy...i better charge my i-pod and cell phone for that day!!!
I say before school starts we get a ton of people together and go to cedar point or frankenmuth! i havent been there since my birthday, its always fun!
I love you Ray Ray! |
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[Aug. 6th, 2005|09:45 am] |
i love Sammie and i miss her and i love sam
From the RayMister him self! |
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| ATTENTION- MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE FANS! PLEASE VOTE!! |
[Aug. 4th, 2005|05:23 pm] |
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| | My Chemical Romance- In the end | ] |
"Breathing a quick prayer David placed one of the smooth stones in his sling, drew back his hand and slung the stone quickly straight into the forehead of the giant, dinting his brow deeply. The giant fell face down onto the ground. David quickly ran to his form, grasped the giant's sword from its sheath, stabbed the giant with the sword and then cut off the giant's head."
It has been a very busy and amazing week in our lives. This band has nothing but absolute thanks and love to all of you for everything we have had come our way. From playing the basements with 30 of you watching, to playing the Metro in Chicago, to headlining Warped Tour this year we feel that you guys have shown us why being in a band like ours is absolutely worth it and necessary. As we told you last week, we have been nominated for 4 MTV Video Music Awards. We never expected it and were ecstatic to find out the news. We told you about the MTV2 award and asked you to vote. We are very grateful to those of you that have voted for us.
We shall see on August 28th what happens with that one. Now, however, we have one more thing to ask of you. David vs. Goliath is the best example of what we are going to ask. Today, and tomorrow hopefully, we are up for the viewer's choice nomination on MTV. Today we have to go up against not just one artist. We have the problem of going up against the Jay-z/ Linkin Park Mash-Up. Here is what we do know; those dudes are HUGE. The other thing that we know is that we can beat them. In order to this, we need you, your significant other, your siblings, your parents, your grandparents and any pet you have that can use a computer to please go vote for us here:
http://www.mtv.com/onair/vma/2005/index.jhtml../onair/vma/2005/viewerschoice/index.jhtml (note - voting begins at 2:00 EST / 11:00 PST, so if you're getting this before then, keep checking until it goes live!) If you don't want to, that is A-OK by us; we are just trying to use every sling and rock we can to take the monster out.
Xoxoxoxooxox, Gerard, Bob, Mikey, Ray & Frank
COME ON GUYS!! EVERYONE VOTE PLEASEE! THESE GUYS ARE AMAZING!
P.S. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ERICA! |
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| SUMMER FUCKING *05* |
[Aug. 2nd, 2005|09:53 pm] |
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So WARPED TOUR!!!!!!!!! topped off my summer FORSURE, i dont think it could have gotten any better, well besides the fucken heat, but the firehoses worked well! i got drenched
We saw a lot of bands, more than i expected myself too because im a pussy, but god damn was it fun,i toughed it up this time.
We got there an hour late because we were stuck in traffic and didnt move out of our lane for about an hour, it was fun though because everyone on that route was going to warped tour, and i swear at least 50 kids got out of there cars and started to walk to the silverdome! it was fun
When we got there we missed the starting line, and MxPx. i was dissappointed sp? but yea. Ray and i bought a ton of clothes i got a cute ass purse! yayy!! and posters and stickers, my backpack purse saved my life! lol
So we saw a lot of bands. lets see..first we saw mest, fall out boy, thrice, a lil bit of atreyu, avenged sevenfold ( those two were for justino) hopesfall, the bled even tho i didnt know who they were, i watched senses fail for a second, then listend to them under the big boy trucks with ray, chris, dana and christi, lol, than they saved the best for lAST my chemical romance, and the offspring
My chemical Romance was fucking AMAZING some fat ass kid fell on my head and i got a big scratch on my back but it was worth it, there was a crowd surfer going over my head every 2 minutes, i just started pinching them! lol i swear i've never seen a crowd that big, all of warped tour was watching them and iwas smack dab in the middle, i could breathe for a while but i didnt care, i wouldnt have cared if i fainted cuz i was having so much fun, ray put me on his back so i could see over all the dumb people and catch my breath and i saw the lead singer and i started drooling over his hot ass, ray was having fun to, it was so awesome, he sang along to every song except for one i didnt know the words and neither did he, though i never thought he could rock out that good, after mcr played we sprinted to the mikes stage to see the offspring and ray was singing his lungs out it was a cute one!
Oh yeah i saw JJ DAN AND MARI AT WARPED TOUR!! <3 mucho love i missed u guys, and i saw stacie zaidel for a sec...lol alaina amy and kenny were there too and a bunch of kids ray knew were there, his 3 best friends were there but they got boring, chris was with us the whole time tho which was pretty fun, oh yea i got some big ass tan lines and sun burn, its all good tho, dana and ray got some big hick tan lines..lol
i cant believe i missed warped tour last summer..i really coulda used it. i forgot how much i love music, it makes me feel so much better cuz i could get out my anger on it.. My dad was being so fucking stupid, my family has just gotten to the point where i can careless...watever im rambling on but oh well thats what a journals for
So i guess i really fucked things up with one of my friends this year..things have changed for good, but theres still somethin there.. i hope, i miss her i do.. i really do, but it really sucks...i feel like i have to choose between two people..but i cant do that, it may seem like i chose the other person, but i still need the other.. (( confused yet? ))i dont want any bad comments in this journal so ill leave the names out, but yea..my summer has been fucking awesome and great and wonderful and romantic, but its not complete, because ive never spent a summer without this person that i miss, you've always been there at all the good times i've had, and its like i cant have that anymore because it would be to much of a good thing to be so in love with someone that they make u happy as fuck, and so close with a friend that there/ were ALWAYS there... i know ur still there...but ur right things will never be the same..things will NEVER go back to the way they used to be even if he wasnt in my life anymore, which i hope wont happen, hopefully everything will fall into place next year so that when college begins u wont dissappear..thats what ive always been afraid of
I remember once u were talking about going to a diff state for college and i started crying...yea im weird, but ill probably still cry if u did just because i know i wouldnt be able to look out my window and see u
I love u, ur my blood, and that will never change, other things will but that wont
Im not a baby im just angry with myself
But yea...the past couple days have been pretty good, the nite before warped tour was fun me and ray dressed really cute lol went out to dinner then met up with the cool kids at bora bora, alaina and amy were also there that was sweet, i always have fun when we hang out with dana jordan steph and christi
But anywayz i get paid tommorow...i cant wait. i spent so much fucken money at warped tour, but i dont care i saved up my money the whole summer for that shit and it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WORTH IT!
Im getting my license in a week!!!!!!!!!! OR TWO IF I HAVE ENOUGH MONEY, lol but ill have it by the time school starts if my dad doesnt dick out on me
wooooooo fucking hooooooooo!!!!!!!
Im kinda excited for school! senior year!! oh boy..im scared |
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[Jul. 18th, 2005|10:47 am] |
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SO yesterday was pretty cool
Ray and i went to the TIGERS GAME!, we had the best tickets, 1st row, right on 1st base, i could reach out and touch the grass it was so cool! we ate ballpark hot dogs and watched the game! <3 lol
It was 95 degrees in the stadium and there was no shade over us, i melted..oh god i dont wanna expeirence that fucken heat again
But everything got better once the fight broke out! two players started fighting and they couldnt break them up for a long time, it happend three times and it was about 6 ft. away from me! i got the best pics
So after that we walked around down town, went to the fox, state theatre, and hockey town cafe, than we went to rays and laid in front of the fan for an hour, than we got hungry and ate chinese, than we went home again and laid in front of the fan some more! thats the only thing i hate about summer!
But anywayz
Saturday-
Me Ray Justin and Colette hung out for Justin's 18th birthday, it was really fun, first we went to Colette's and chilled for a while, Justin showed us the amazing big sparkle bed
Than we went to the indoor go carting place in westland...we felt a lil outta placed and ripped off so we left..after we drove over to East side Mario's for dinner..me ray and justin all orderd the same thing and we had the resturaunt sing happy bithday to justin and his whole face turned red. but it was fun. took a bunch of pictures there
after i got a random "prank call" from my dearest lil friends of mine! thanks guys your great! NOT
so than we went to justins and had a bunch of his friends over, than i had to go home, and i kissed my ray ray goodnite
Wendsday me and Ray are going to cedar point!!!
yayy!!! i cant wait im gonna ride all the rides
and i cant wait till warped tour!!!!!!!!! |
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| Out of it..dont feel like updating..but what the hell! |
[Jul. 16th, 2005|12:15 am] |
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So it's friday!!! yay!!
So this week went pretty darn good, i did everything that i wanted to
monday-wendsday, we're perfect, and yesterday was really fun! after babysitting i hung out with Ray for a while we went to his house and chilled...After we went shopping for a gift for his lil brother Taran, he had surgery the other day and the poor kid is in a lot of pain...i spent about 20 dollars on just him but i got him A TON of gifts!..after that i figured his brother Tyler would get jealous so we bought him a ton of shit, it was cute tho, so we went to visit them and the gifts def. cheered them up :-)
after that we went back to rays and got ready to leave and me and Raymoondo went to FoUnDeRs FeStIvAl! we got there right after it poured so it was perfect! i saw dori's dad at the trout pound again! lol donut man...dori u shoulda camE!..so than Dana, Jordan, and Aaron met us up and we all walked around and hung out, saw some over priced things at the festival and after a while them 3 left and me and ray went to coles coney island to eat YUM YUM, we drove around, than i went home
Today was cool, i cleaned for a while and hung around the house till 3 cuz i havent been home very much lately, than Raymond got me and i went to the bank, than we went to the verizon store to pay our fone bill ( we finally got a family plan, and i love it! i could talk all i want ), than we went to blockbuster to return movies, than gas station, than rays! took a shower got dressed and chatted with his daddyo, than we left for the big carnival up at fountain walk..
First we went to the mall and met up Dana, Jordan, Aaron, and my lil miss stephanie costick!! that i missed so much! and we ate pubic hair chinese food again, and i bought a case for my I-POD! ten dollars bitches! beat that!
than we hung out there some more, than we ventured off to the carnival, it was really fun i stole a hat from a police man, and a lil fire truck fan that i am officially obsessed with!...we saw CAMELS, AND MONKEYS, AND PIGS, AND DOGS, and it smelled real bad..than me dana and jordan went on the roller coster ride and i took pics on it..
fun fun, than we walked around, than the fire works were startin so we gotta spot, than my sister and shaun met us up and watched the fire works with it..than we walked around the carnival cuz by then it was packed...than it got to packed so we left, got slurpees and went home!
TA DA! i am so bored right now, i wanna finish reading my book but my eyes hurt to much from the computer screen!!
My i-pod is AMAZING! i love it so much, its the best thing ever invented, especially since stephy introduced me to lime wire <3 my other love!, if u dont have an i-trip like me steph and dana OFFICIALLY all do as of today, than you aint cool!, that thing is fucking AMAZING TIMES 10!
But anyways i had a great week with my hubby ray ray!
Tommorow-Going out to eat to have fondu with my daddyo, than hanging out with Ray and MR. JuSTIN TAYLOR for his 18th birthday!
Sunday-Going to the tigers game with my ray!!! 1st row, first bade!!! YESSSSSSSSSSS! we got good ass tickets! ( iM NOT going to Avril i gave em to the cuzins...eh.... )
Tuesday-Tony hawk boom boom huck JAMMMMMMMMMMMMM
And july 31st----------------------WARPED TOUR BITCHES!!!
cant wait cant wait!! |
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| YES!!! |
[Jul. 13th, 2005|09:21 pm] |
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| | mY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | ] |
I WAS JUST ON 89X!! |
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[Jul. 13th, 2005|01:54 pm] |
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K guess ill post my entry...hoping it wont cause any more arguments with anyone
But its all stupid, everyone just mind their own buisness and thats that..i dont care what anyone thinks of me, and i know everyone else can careless what people think about them
But seriousley...EAST GIRLS...WARNER GIRLS...POWER GIRLS...we're all girls god damnit, and whether you'd like to admit it or not we were all friends at one time, maybe not now, but we were before
All the girls rock..
Please stop because its really getting annoying..no one was talking shit about u,EVEN ME! the big nobody! it was just a big misunderstanding |
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| This sucks |
[Jul. 4th, 2005|12:42 pm] |
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I am officially the only person i know that doesnt have a license or a car...thanks
I'll go feel sorry for myself now
BUh bye! |
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[Apr. 14th, 2005|10:51 pm] |
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